Saturday, September 1, 2012

My Fantastic Friday Night...Or Not

First off, so excited to finally be starting a blog. I've been wanting to this for a while now, so I'm happy I finally got around to doing it. My Friday night was definitely not the best. I got into a pretty huge argument with my dad. I felt like he attacked me out of no where. I haven't spoken to him at all today, but I'm still pretty upset with the entire situation. At this point, I'm not even looking to get an apology. I'd rather be left alone. Surprisingly, my mother attempted to be the mediator between the two of us. Normally, that would be the role of my dad. I think what hurts the most is my dad has never spoken to me that way. We used to have a really good relationship, but I don't think we are going to be able to get back on track any time soon. My family is pretty dysfunctional and we haven't been right for years now. I really need to move out of this house, but I know I can't afford to. I need to go back to school, but I'm still not sure what I want to do for the rest of my life. I don't want to choose something out of desperation. I'm thinking about going to visit a local college to inquire about their LPN program. That may be a good start and a good way to get out of this house sooner rather than later.......On a lighter note, aside from the yelling and screaming that took place late afternoon, I made the most AMAZING sloppy joes from scratch. :) I haven't had sloppy joes in forever, so I decided to make some for my boyfriend. You know I had to try them and they were pretty awesome if I do say so myself. My boyfriend also agrees. I'll be sure to post the recipe and pics!

Have A Great Day
~Cynthia Marie